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[17 Sep 2006|04:17pm]
Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: it's just kinda
funny, I like my life, and i wouldnt change anything in
it, even if they were terrible memories

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: but....

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: my mind is never
on my life...

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: my mind is always
on the lives of my friends

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: and i have a bunch
of friends who are just suffering

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: that's what's so great about you..
you're always thinking of others

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: with all kinds of
situations

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: but if there's anything going wrong
in your life, you have to think of yourself too

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: honestly... if i
had the choice...

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: I would want the
world's burdens and pain to be all on my shoulders
rather than theirs

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: seeing the tears
of anyone...... there's just something about it

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: tears can help to get rid of the
pain.. once you run out of tears, it's easier to move
on

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: but the sad thing
is... when u do run out of tears, it's hard to cry
again.... and that's like a double edge sword right
there.....

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: it can either lead
to a stronger will of life and purpose.... or a harden
life

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: where u stray from
socializing....

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: ah true..

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: but as long as there are friends
who never give up on you, and who break down the walls
that you put up...

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: you'll never be alone

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: my thoughts
exactly

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: but...

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: and here's where
i'm struggling..... what happens if they dont want you
to do anything, that they dont let anyone enter their
life, and all ur left with is watching in despair and
praying?

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: it's true, if u
perservere, u will break those walls eventually

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: but the most
painful part is watching them in those times

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: and it hurts......
hurts to the point where i cant even cry anymore

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: =(

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: but i guess now
that i think about it, it does seem like a selfish
thought of me thinking about the pain of myself before
the pain they are enduring

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: you're not selfish

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: you're probably the most selfless
person i know

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: but there's always
room to improve...

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: that thought
alone, what if i couldve done something more?

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: what you're doing now is already
more than most ppl would do

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: i guess...

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: i just dont want
anymore to endure the hardship of being lonely, because
i know how it feels

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: i'm sure that it means a lot to
those ppl who are hurting right now to have a friend
like you

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: being lonely is proof that you're
capable of love.. i don't really know how to explain
it....

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: but ppl who never get lonely... do
they really know how much it means to have a friend?

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: they may never appreciate what they
have

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: if they've never experienced being
alone

Jeremy[Germy] - Sharing burdens -Even if I perish, I was
always be by your side, if you want]: what if they dont
realize they are lonely? or even worse as to run from
that idea?

Cindy [ if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, i
will let you down ]: "ignorance is bliss"
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Ooh, I got tagged! [04 Oct 2005|10:39pm]
Tagged by: aalfonso

Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Also leave a post on their xanga to let these people know.

1. I have never had my hair cut professionally. My mother cuts my hair to the length I want it, and I do the rest myself. Bangs, layering (very minimal), all that. It's quite hard cutting in the back, you know! Now, I only bother maintaining my bangs. The rest can grow in any way it wants... I just keep my hair up most of the time, anyways. Of course, my mom used to be a hairstylist... She's just not so up to date, that's all.

2. In eighth grade, I wrote several depressing poems in a little black notebook just for the fun of it, causing the people who read them to think that I was depressed or even suicidal.

3. As a child, I often played outside and therefore had quite dark tanned skin. My mother told me many times that I would be prettier if my skin was more pale and it kind of stuck with me. Now, I wear lots of sunscreen, I usually avoid being exposed to sunlight for long periods of time, and I occasionally walk around with an umbrella on sunny days. I just can't help it...

4. I used to draw beautiful female anime characters with thick thighs to make myself feel better about my own thick legs. It worked, I think.

5. When I was maybe two or three years old, I was sitting in the kitchen with my older sister and mother. I was given an orange to eat while the two of them were talking. They realized a few minutes later when they looked at me that the orange seeds were nowhere to be found... I had stuck them up my nose and had to go to the hospital to get them removed. Of course, I have no memory of this!

I'm tagging: germoffu, kev_da_kow, bumbliebee, tavis_padraic, x_wastedwords_x

(Hardly any friends who still use LJ...)
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Sephiroth [02 Oct 2005|11:38am]
My brother's birthday present, click here.

Was gonna get him the Vincent figure because I didn't have the patience to wait for Sephiroth to arrive at Grinning Goblin, but then I changed my mind. Tifa's joints look really obvious. No clothing folds to hide them! Sephy has to hide in my closet for another 2 weeks until I put him in my brother's locker at school to surprise him.
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Keroro Gunso [21 Sep 2005|11:21pm]


I have no life. Click the picture to watch the video.

Yes, I made the Keroro tadpole myself...
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[07 Sep 2005|05:35pm]
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
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[03 Sep 2005|04:19pm]
Woke up this morning and decided to go downtown with my sister! So we both got ready, and I let her borrow one of my pretty oriental shirts since she wanted to wear a black shirt but didn't bring any other ones from Montreal. We went around the Sparks Street Mall and bought some stuff at the Fairweather Outlet, then went around looking like tourists and taking pictures. PEEEEAAAAAAAAAASOUP. Don't ask... Omigosh, we were giggling so much. Next, we went to Rideau and had lunch, browsed a bit, and then headed over to the Byward Market. We took pics by the Art Gallery and Parliament Buildings, and then walked by Chinatown towards the car repair shop, where my dad had to pick up the van. We got soooo soaked 'cuz it started to rain outside, but luckily we had almost arrived at our destination, where we dried ourselves off with my sweater. Stayed there for a while, and then dad drove us home. I love my sister!
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[01 Sep 2005|08:47am]
Oops, forgot to mention that I went to Chinatown with Tim on Sunday to get bubbletea and pick out some Korean movies! Went back to his house afterwards and watched "A Smile" which was a really confusing movie... It didn't make much sense. It started off slow but we thought it'd get really sad at some point but it just kept going on and on... And then it ended. Maybe we should've watched "...ing" after all (I picked it out with eeny meeny miney mo). And theeeeen, he let me borrow a bunch of other movies! Finally watched "Windstruck" with the right subtitles and I cried soooo much! Cried watching "How to Keep My Love" too.

Was supposed to go to bubbletea with Zak last Saturday after judo, but I was busy so I couldn't go. Supposed to go see a movie with him tomorrow, but I found out that my sister's coming home for a while and I wanna spend time with her, so I'll have to cancel again. I see him 2-3 times a week but my sister only comes down once a while sooooo he can wait. Sister bonding time! ^^Y

Good luck in university/college to Tim, Kev, and Peter!

I wonder where Jeremy is... He's been gone for a really long time.
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[31 Aug 2005|05:38pm]
Minh left for Japan today and he's gonna be there for 5 months as an exchange student. Luckyyy! Started CGing the first page of his manga but I'm not sure what colours to use on some parts so I'll need to ask him about that sometime. Anyhoooos, uhh... Don't feel like writing much, but I'm making an effort to update more often. Ciao!
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[30 Aug 2005|10:24am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Got my timetable for grade 11:

Semester 1

  • Biology with Kirk
  • Ancient History (French) with Trudel
  • Enriched English with Johnstone
  • French with Woods

Semester 2
  • Computer Science with Cianci
  • Enriched Chemistry with Inman
  • Enriched Physics with Gemmell
  • Math with Saunders

School starts September 6th. I'm gonna die.
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[22 Aug 2005|02:27pm]
[ mood | amused ]



Wind Ferro costume.
100% Cotton.
100% Cute.
100% Embarassing.
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[17 Aug 2005|11:08am]


Summer's almost over...

1. Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b>
2. Eliminate the asterisks.
3. Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4. See what color you are: verokku

TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR:

NOSE: cindy
ELBOW: cindfy
TONGUE: eww... XD
CHIN: cdi9nmjdy
FEET: cindy
EYES CLOSED AND ONE FINGER: xundy
BACK OF YOUR HAND: ckndy
PALM: cik,n dy
WRIST: cvindy
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[05 Aug 2005|03:45pm]
1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal, or else!
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[07 Jul 2005|09:23am]
Internet's been down for like a week now! But then I checked this morning... And it's back! Wahhh, I tried reaching otooto-kun before Canada Day but it didn't work! Germyyyy, I wish you were there! T_T Well, I did volunteering for 4 hours, my legs hurt so much after that... And they also tanned a bit. Afterwards, walked home and Erin came with me then I changed and we went back to the park! Wandered around a bit, saw Kei and hung around with him a while. And then it started to rain. Really hard. Erin and I ran back to my house and changed once again! Went back to the park, and then went to get Aaron, then back to my house so I could change again (my shirt dried) and then back to the park... Music, fireworks, blah blah blah.

Been playing Jade Empire a lot! It's such a gooooood game! Would've been nice if it was in Chinese with subtitles, though. Heheh... Anyways, gonna do some fanart for it once I get the chance. Gonna draw Furious Ming (my brother's character) and Radiant Jen Zi (mine). Since I followed the way of the open palm, my char's gonna be surrounded in blue and my brother's char's gonna be surrounded in red cuz of the way of the closed fist and stuff...

Need to upload 2 pictures to deviantART! Bah, too bad DA doesn't work at my house...
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Bubbletea [06 Jun 2005|07:25pm]
PH34R T3H 8UBB0734!

Woke up at 7:50 this morning and consequently had only 10 minutes to get ready for school. Yay.

Met 2 new people on Saturday at Bubblicity! Yay! Not being sarcastic this time, haha! Okee, well that's it... Exams coming up, noooooooo!
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Grounded [09 Sep 2004|04:07pm]
Grounded for the first time in my life... For 2 friggin weeks, as of yesterday...
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First Day of 10th Grade [07 Sep 2004|04:38pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

BAAAAHHHHHH STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID LJ! I typed all that... No copy/paste-age... Yeah, anyways, I wrote an entry, it was good, now it's gone. Bye bye entry. Time to write a short, condensed version of it...

Haven't updated in quite a while, if you haven't noticed. Oh well. Umm... Let's see, watched movies, counted how many times they say "Dark Hadou" in Street Fighter Alpha, shopping, Montreal, sushi brownies... I refuse to go into detail, for I am so utterly lazy.

First day of school! Ahh! Okay, so my dad drove me there ridiculously early, I check to see what my homeroom was, and Joy was there! Yes! I wasn't alooooone! Then other people started coming, and then it was super crowded and it's a good thing I got there early... Anyways, Kathy, Wendy, Erin, and Ruby are all in my homeroom! Aiyah, I was so happy, haha... Here's what I have this semester:


  • Civics/Careers (I went so hyper this period, it was really funny... At least it was to me... Sat next to Kathy!)
  • COMPUUUUUUUTEEEEEEERS!!!! (Nyah, I have to sit next to Jef... =P Heheheheheh, kept making funny faces at Aaron, he sits right across from me!)
  • Science (With Mr. Hussey! Yeah! Should be quite easy... Sat next to Aaron, and then we had a lot of free time so I was hanging out with Erin, Marlayna, Erin, and... OH NO, I FORGOT HIS NAME! IT'S ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE! Oh well)
  • English (Blahhh...)

That's about it... Oooh, quite a few people complimented my outfit, I feel special... And my locker's 1127, if anyone wants to know... Which they wouldn't! Second floor, locker bays. Yes... Done, ciao! Can't stay long!
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Brownie [25 Aug 2004|11:59am]
[ mood | ditzy ]

Well, last night I got promoted to brown belt! I still don't think I'm ready for ikkyu... But the sensei have been trying to get me to take the test since winter so I finally did it last night... Anyways, I didn't have to get tested for the brown belt throwing techniques, only kata. I'm gonna have to go to tournaments again...

I went to pick up my report card this morning, and then I went to wake up Jef! Such a lazy kitty... Then I went home, made a hamburger, ate, and here I am! Wow, such a short entry...

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Sushi [23 Aug 2004|01:07pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Yesterday was pie, today... SUSHI! Yes, I made sushi, and it's gooooood, if I say so myself! Wow... The smell of japanese vinegar is so strong! I just made veggie sushi rolls (carrots, cucumbers, eggs... Which aren't veggies...) and seafood sushi (same as veggie, but with crab meat and shrimp). Aiyah, I'm so full! Heheh, my lil cousins got seaweed stuck in their teeth! Anyways... That's about it... Oh yeah, I'm gonna bake with Wendy and Kev sometime! Yay! And I wanna make sushi sometime to bring to school for lunch...

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Fear The Pies! [22 Aug 2004|12:59pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Hahahaha so many memories... Making lil sock puppets, and using mics set on the chipmunk voice setting to sing about pies with Kathy... Good times, good times. Chippy and The Chipmonkeys! Haaa! Anyways, I just finished making some pies, while singing along to SWITCHFOOOOOOOT!! The first pie I made was ugly... But the rest were very pretty, yay! I don't really like pie, but baking is fun... Yes, I'm a dork. Anyways, wheeeeeeeeeee, I'm done! Wait... I was gonna say something else, wasn't I? Oh well, can't be that important, huh?

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200th Entry [18 Aug 2004|11:40am]
[ mood | bored ]

Lalala, nothing interesting happened lately... Just been playing with my cousins and stuff. Aww, summer's almost GONE! My dad's mad at me... He was yelling and stuff about how I wasted my summer and I should study for the next two weeks... STUDY?! Aiyah... Anyways, I was DL-ing RO yesterday and I as really happy... But then my dad found out so I can't play... Damn. Oh well, maybe if I get my own computer or something, I can finally play... Gotta save up money! Blahhh... Anyways, I'm probably going to GG today, and umm... I'm bored right now.

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